RANT OFF!

"i hate how overthink i was when you were ignoring me while you were alright and doing fine. and i hate how much i had get attached to you, and couldnt get over as i thought i would never met man like you. yes, tbh you got it all, the characteristic of man i wanted all this while. and maybe thats the reason i cant get over you and even to let you go. i might wont move on easily."

i wrote this on Feb 2021. it left on draft until i reopen this blog to see how my life went. truth, i wanted to express my feelings here. yet denied every feelings was never been too easy.

why we have to cling on things that painfully hurting? like.. yeah it does hurt me though but i have to love you real hard to change your behaviour?? my instinct was right, unfortunately i chose to deny every signs. 

Ya Rabb, there is so much things to rant. i'm out of words.....

i'm currently giving in and almost to give up. will be here soon, again!

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شكرا جزيلا

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